The whats and who's of not being able to sleep

Last night,

I definatly couldn't fall asleep.

I found myself tripping over the events of this past year.

I found myself missing people, and wondering if they miss me.

I found myself wondering alot.

Wondering is a terrible habit.

It accomplishes nothing, and yet I insist on doing it all the time.

I wonder if he likes me?

I wonder if she is mad at me?

All these stupid trivial meaningless wonderings.

I have decided if I cannot find the answer out myself,

If I am to scared to find out the answer to all my wonderings,

That they are nothing to loose sleep over.

I lost sleep last night for sure.

I worry too much.

Last night I wondered if the events of the last year will change my life forever.

Well duh, events change everything.

Who you meet, who you lose, where you go.

I have met and lost amazing people this year.

I have gone amazing places.

I will not loose sleep wondering anymore.

Kinda silly.

I can still wonder,

It's just part of daydreaming.